~*LaLa*~

Yea, im ashamed to say it but i like that saying lol. Its from Paris Hilton new song...ahhh. I suggest you do not buy it. ANyways, i thought this was cute and display for everyone to see. Well im off. Cya later! Until next time

Friendship is one mind in two bodies.

“Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful and endures through every circumstance.”

1 Corinthians 13:7

A bit of history on Black Roses....

From the beginning of time, the blackrose has been a potent symbol in cultures all over the world. This mystical flower can celebrate a light-hearted milestone birthday, render the heartfelt loss of love, or make a strong case for vengeance and retaliation.

THEY ARE SO PRETTY!!! I want them!~!!!!

just for your information

In reality no pure black flowers exist. The so-called black tulip is actually very dark purple and the black rose is, in fact, very dark red. There are other less common cut flowers which occasionally occur in "black" forms - they all ooze decadence, mystery, fascination.

I won't be the one to chase you
But at the same time
You're the heart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
And the more I try to feel, the less I'm whole
My tears are turning into time I've wasted
Trying to find a reason for goodbye

Happy Valentines day everyone..i hope yours is great and filled with lots of love!!!!!!

I miss you terribly this day of love,

Miss you with a wound that stabs and aches.
I see the love around me, and it takes
So much strength simply just to move.
Soon, soon, my love, this waiting will be done.

You and I will have what we desire.
On days like this we'll sit beside the fire,
Undoing all the pain of days long gone.

WHEN YOU'VE GOT 'EM BY THE BALLS, THEIR HEARTS AND MINDS WILL FOLLOW. .

Lost!

I have no idea what I want to do...!?!?!

There are so many options out there. I have no clue what the hell i want. One day it will be one thing and the next day it will be something totally different. For real, my brain is all over the place.

The only thing that stays the same is MONEY. I need money no matter what option i choose. I need money for an apartment, school, car, couches...etc etc..... UGh....i wish i was rich or won the lottery:P.

Well, i guess whatever i do...something good will happen :),,,i hope hehehe.

When two people are meant for each other, no time

is too long, no distance is too far, and no one can

ever tear them apart.

 On July 21, 1997 i received a late birthday present. My dad allowed me to have a dog for my birthday. I was so excited! As i arrived tosome lady house, i saw the cutest lil chubby bear looking puppy. He was wobbling around and would lay down every so often. I picked him ...he began to shake. I held him close to me and told my dad i wanted him. My dad allowed to have him but i had to call my mom to get the okay with her first:P. i put him down so gently and ran to my house to call my mom. She said okay after i begged and begged. She just gave me a warning of a puppy is hard work  and need lots of love. i told i would do anything so dont worry.

I  got a box and ran to the person house. I wrapped him in a blanket and carefully brought him over. I was so happY! i built him a lil puppy playground that day...and turned his box into a lil bed. I wrapped in a blanket and sang to him a song.

My bro and i kept repeating to each other....I cant believe we have a dog. We were shocked that the Vaquerano family has a dog!

I would never let my dog out of my arms for the first 6 months...he was my baby. Ppl would always say things but i didnt care. He needed love just like any other baby.

A year went by and my bro had started to get some allergies, the doc said it was the dog so we had to give him away. I cried day and night that my dad and I went to scarbough to pick him up. King ran up to me and started to lick me.

From that day on...i would not let king out of my sight...he was mine and he will never leave my side again. when King was 2, the landlord of the coop place i was living in wanted him out of the house. So we had to have shared custody with another family who was willing to keep our dog with them for awhile. 6 months later...we bought a house with a nice size yard for my dog to run in. We had full custody again.

he lived a good life....he was funny, weird, cute and sooo friendly. He was so loyal to everyone who cared for him or to ppl who would give a rub. He would fake accidents, go up the shed roof and make weird noises to a rub. He loved attention.

Today, king is no longer with me. He has a tumour which caused heart failure. he couldnt walk....when he did he made his way to me. then after that he couldnt get up. I hugged him and sang him the song i sang to him the first day i saw him. I carried him up the stairs for the last time ....he was shaking just like the first day i first met him. I loved him so much and i hope he okay now. I miss him so much but i guess i couldnt keep him any longer. He was the most friendliest dog in the world. He was my lil king and will always have a place in my heart. 

I STOOD BESIDE YOUR BED LAST NIGHT"

I stood beside your bed last night, I came to have a peep.
I could see that you were crying, you found it hard to sleep.
I whined to you so softly as you brushed away a tear.
"It's me, I haven't left you, I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here."
I was close to you at breakfast, I watched you pour the tea,
You were thinking of the many times your hands reached down to me.

I was with you at the shops today, your arms were getting sore.
I longed to take your parcels, I wish I could do more.
I was with you at my grave today, you tend it with such care.
I want to reassure you, that I'm not lying there.
I walked with you towards the house, as you fumbled for your key.
I gently put my paw on you, I smiled and said "It's me."

You looked so very tired, and sank into a chair.
I tried so hard to let you know, that I was standing there.
It's possible for me to be so near you everyday
To stay with you with certainty, "I never went away."
You sat there very quietly, then smiled, I think you knew...
in the stillness of that evening, I was very close to you.

The day is over... I smile and watch you yawning
And say "goodnight, God bless, I'll see you in the morning."
And when the time is right for you to cross the brief divide,
I'll rush across to greet you and we'll stand, side by side.
I have so many things to show you, there is so much for you to see.
Be patient, live your journey out... then come home to be with me

We come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly

This is my quote for the day. I think its cute :P.I think it true hehehe. Anyways, goodnight! 

I like this quote. And im Bored so i decided to post it up.  What do u think? Tell me your thoughts :)!